2004-01-10 2:25 p.m.
I didn't plan to go out last night, but seeing as it was my last night of freedom (he flies over today!) and Faye's first (she broke up with her boyfriend yesterday) we decided to mark the occasion by drinking too much and pulling in 5th Ave.
Why is it that now I'm not really available I meet all of these amazing guys? Lesigh. His name is Rob, he's pierced, tattooed and this morning asked if he can visit me at Uni. When I said I might be going to Rockworld on Friday he said he might come too. God, I hope he texts me.
Muchly looking forward to going back to the campus of doom tomorrow. However I think I accidentally made this lesbian in my hall who I bumped into last night think I'm gay and that I fancy her. "Please come to Brandies on Sunday night, it'll be well top! I'll buy you a drink if you come! Oh yeah, Faye pulled me the other night!" I also accepted when she offered to buy me a drink. Oh dear.
I suppose, seeing as my belongings are all scattered around the house, that I had better go and get packing.
2004-01-09 1:40 p.m.
I don't have to go to the wedding reception, thank God. Do I get to spend the entire night in bed with him though? Do I bollocks. It's starting already, we're not even back at Uni and already Faye is stopping us having time alone together.
"Come to Jackson's pit while I'm working there tomorrow"
"No, I've not seen him for three weeks, I just want him to myself for one night before we go back to Uni"
"Would you go if he wanted to?"
"Maybe, but I really wouldn't want to"
"I'll ask him then"
"Please dont, just leave it"
"I have to, it's the law"
Cheers mate, you go ahead and ask him even though I've specifically told you I want one night with him before we go back to Uni, where you will be knocking on my door every two minutes and coming round in the mornings to get us up (no really, she does, she even got in bed with us once).
I'm probably just being selfish, I mean she probably feels left out, but all I wanted was one night. And seriously, I'm only bothered about tomorrow because I know once we're back at Uni the only time we will get alone together is after Faye has gone to bed, or when she is with her boyfriend. Ah well, friends are there forever and blokes come and go and all that bollocks... Still sucks though, I had the whole thing planned out and just...Meh.
2004-01-08 6:41 p.m.
I had it all planned out. I mean, three weeks is a long time not to see the guy you've just started seeing. We'd be at my house for around seven, and then we wouldn't even get out of bed until dinner time the next day, except to answer the door to collect takeaway and to get more beer out of the fridge. Sounds perfect, doesn't it?
But I phoned him and he uttered the words that I never, ever want to hear from a guy. Wedding reception. Family related things. Parents. You're invited. How amusing that some cousin of his should be having a wedding reception 10 miles away from here on that very night. How amusing indeed.
Thing is, the real problem is that the only 'shoes' I have here at home with me are big fuck off goth boots. Trainers or goth boots, which do you think will make the least worst impression? And let's not forget that little matter that Faye kindly reminded me of. "Carrie, you have metal all over your face too". I really hope that his parents are nice people.
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